A little over a year and a half ago.. i lost my best friend, to drugs and abuse.
Now im still reminded and hold onto some hope of her coming back. I dont have the usual closure of losing someone so close. I dont have some hope of meeting them in a greater place nor, do i have the knowing of its over.
My friend i lost was completely swallowed by the use of drugs, not to mention completely over used and abused by the world. She lost her sanity, and everything she was. She became cold.
See the difference of my loss is i can still see someone living and breathing in her shell. I can hear a voice that sounds deathly the same. But the heart is no longer their, the soul no longer thrives. Im left with an empty body of a friend who i pray every day will some how reunite with life.
Dear i need you back.. i love you unconditionally but i hope you know how much i miss you. And tonight.. i barry my hope of having you back.. R.I.P. brooke b. i will forever miss you.